I've finally fallen sick for the last 2 days! I thought a tough human like me, would never ever lost in the battle... I was down with flu, cough and fever. Took leave yesterday to attend a Convention, Mind Mastery Convention at MidValley.
It was an interesting subject to me, about our mind. I've just realised that I need to start to use my right brain. I've learned new things just in a day! It's amazing for my brain to absorb so much in a day. Our right brain does wonders and can be very powerful, if only, we *activate* it! Did a couple of brain exercises to discover how much do we use our right brain. It was funny but amazing of the results, quite true though! I was impressed of the new discoveries about brain and mind. I was informed about how narrow minded was I before this! How least knowledge do I have about mind and brain...
It was quite a long day and I was kinda tired. Sat all day long and listening to the powerful speakers. In fact, this is the first time that I attended a convention like this. It was very powerful and encouraging. It made me realise something real important and to change the conditions that have been programmed to myself from the very first day I was born. Hence, I actually made some new friends.... hahaha... to be even bolder, I even approached a few ladies and men! Something different for me though. Well, while listening to the speakers, I was thinking, to change my life, to change my habits, to change the conditions that have been programmed in me, weren't an easy task. In order to achieve this, I need to think differently and do something different! yes? what'd you think? Yes! I think so! and of course, I'm willing to change and adapt to the changes.
Have you ever thought to yourself that we are actually talking to ourselves more than talking to others? Everyday single day, we've about 90,000 thoughts to ourselves! Can you believe it? The most interesting thing is all these thoughts are mostly, 70% negative! That really made me stunned and dumb-founded. It was damn true! Then, I've started to realise something familiar that I heard from a friend of mine, Frankie. He told me that whenever we think negative, our body will have this negative charge. At that point of time, I was thinking that he's a psycho or something. But, it made sense to me now. Whatever we think, we tend to get the results. So, if we think positive, we'll get positive results! If we think negative, our actions will be negative, hence, our results would be in negative too! It really make sense to me though. So, Esther, please stop all the negative nonsenses and start kick your ass to think positively!
After the convention, I hang around in Midvalley alone. Yes, alone. I love walking around alone sometimes. Peaceful time and the best, silent the cellphone. To be a little bit of feeling thrilled, I decided to sit on a bench and started to observe the people who walked passed me. One by one. I saw young, old, fat, thin, tall, short, men and women, kids, everyone of them. I felt so good with the Christmas songs playing in my background and the whole Christmas atmosphere was around me. It was like snowing around me and I was feeling a bit cold. I was really into that atmosphere and I can really feel it. Lots of people were taking photos at the concourse area with all the wonderful Christmas decorations.
My feelings at that point of time were really great. I felt good, loved, happy, cheerful (as I smiled while looking at them!), in love, thrilled, excited...it was just great, the feelings. I was wondering why would I have these feelings? Afterall, I was just alone with nobody else! I was really into myself and the feelings are hard to describe. Yes, finally, I've figured out the reason. There's only one, and only reason, I am here, now, in the present. Not a pinch of thoughts about the past or future. I finally, lived in the present, in that moment. The feelings are the gift of living in the present. It's hard to express the feelings as they were kinda mixture of feelings and sensations too. It was a thrilling feelings yet, really happy.
I discovered that moment was the happiest moment in my life. I finally lived, at least, once, in present. All this while, either I'm thinking about the past or the future. I'm disturb by my own mind all the time by thinking what to do next, or thinking about what had happened few days ago.
I made a few wonderful promises to myself yesterday. I wanna live more in the present and make some impressive (to myself) changes to my life. I wanna be different and I wanna change, a new me. Of course, I wanna be wiser and smarter, be in control of my own life.
That's not even easy to say....it's hard but I expect myself to change. Reality is just a perception. Wishes, hopes and dreams are not gonna happen. Things will only happen when you expect it to be happened in your LIFE!
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